.::Bittersweet::.

2004-09-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

And you!
My true love!
You call from the hilltops
Call through the streets
"darling don't you know?"
"the water is poison"
and i said,
"come on and gimme my poison"

2004-09-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

So far the holidays have started..nothin much too do, most of the time just stayed at home playin with the computer..went jamming with ahmad,got a new band.Performin in december 0.o...

*//Break all ur promises
Tear down this steadfast wall
Restrains are useless here
Tastin salvation's Near//*

2004-08-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

i can never feel the same way as i used to about +you+

2004-07-20T17:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday went with rajesh,andre,k.c,gabriel and bryan to heartland mall after school.we walked around for around like1 hour cause i was waitin for roxanne.k.c n gabriel went off first.when roxanne came,we went to KFC to have lunch.Andre had a funny argument with the KFC auntie haha.anyway after that, roxanne n i went to Punggol end to chill.And erm after like 1 1/2 hours i went home=)yesterday was the best day!=)wooooohoooo

2004-07-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

today when to watch movie with carl,roxanne and wilson.first met roxanne at 11.3o.Than we went to her house to wait for her parents to come home so that we can cut carl's b'day cake. called wilson,he said he gonna reach at 12.45.At 12.40,roxanne n i went down to meet wilson at the bustop,than we walked back togather.we sanged the birthday song,took some pictures n ate some food=)That stupid carl kept callin me a free loader wahaha. anyway,after that we went to Suntec to watch Mean Girls.hmmm quite a nice movie,but not fantastic.after that,we went to the food court to eat n than its home sweet home

2004-07-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to celebrate carl's birthday at rajesh's house with roxanne,carl,rajesh n wilson.The atmosphere was a little awkward.Anyway,we went there,booked the table tennis court,and we started playin.haha,i won carl n wilson but keep losin to rajesh...hes an idiot.most of the time i was listenin to my ipod while they were playin.after that,i stayed there to book the place while they are went to buy lunch for me.i waited for half an hour before they came back finally.anyway, they carried on playin n i carried on listenin to my ipod.after awhile,i got up,played 2 rounds n they decided to pack up.rajesh,wil n me went up to the apartment to get our bags.than we left.on the way home,roxanne asked me a some questions which i find a little awkward to answer n that carl was makin me laugh like mad.haha anyway i reached home,bathed, ate dinner and went online.talked to rajesh n he told me a few things which i find disgustin

::Nothin hurts my world,just affects the ones around me...with sins deep in my blood,you'll be the one to fall::

2004-07-05T11:08:00.000+08:00

::Didnt update for a long while,too lazy...anyway school started and had lots of fun in school=)sometimes went to play soccer and had lunch with wilson and roxanne.anyway yesterday was sunday,after mass i went to meet roxanne and wilson and we went to pasir ris beach to cycle while they went roller bladin.I went cyclin around to explore the whole area and saw some old man fishin for fishes in the swamp<>.after watchin for 10mins i cycled away..went on cyclin for around half an hour more than i had to procced to return my bike.After that we went and watched the waves for awhile and we went to the play corner=)Freakin fun.I went on the rope thingy .after that we tried the slide which was quite high haha.when we got down the slide,we saw one eurasian girl...Freakin hot....Freakin hot....haha after that,wilson's eyes was always scannin the area for her wahaha.Anyway,we saw her climbin somesort of pyramid which was made of ropes.So we went to climb it also(wilson's idea)=)haha when we climbed to the top,aomethin happened which made me happy haha::cannot tell::anyway after that we went to the busstop n waited for for the bus home.When i reached home,chatted with roxanne on MSN for awhile than i went to my bedroom to sleep for awhile cause i had to wake up to catch the Euro 2004 finals match.Damn my alarm clock didnt go off,and i ended up wakin up this mornin::

2004-06-09T11:08:00.000+08:00

i hate all of u except david

2004-06-05T12:15:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to escape theme park with rajesh,rox,carl & wilson.yawn had to wake up so damn early..woke up at 6.00am went to pasrir ris MRT with rajesh to wait for them.after that went to take the bus to escape.reached there round 8...escape opens at 10.
so we went to burger king to have breakfast.turned out to be a bad idea.after that it was around 9.30 already,so we went to the entrance of escape to purchase tickets.found out they had a
promotion..we had to scream for a 20% discount,but its good=)our ticket prices dropped to $12.50 frm $16.50.so we went in,me and rajesh ran for the go-kart haha.to bad the go-karts were not quite ready,so we went to seat the pirate ship first.after that,we went to seat rides and more rides.it was all fantastic until we sat the ride which had us all spinnin clock-wise and upside-down..haha i sat 3 times and couldnt take it anymore,feelin quessy in my stomach.anyway i kept playin the go-kart with rajesh.stupid guy,so lousy lol.we played till around 5 when we became hungry than we left for some food. after we ate,everyone felt better=)erm ok,dunno bout them,but i felt better.anyway i kept singin to myself the whole day n didnt really talk much.and i love singin to myself.after we ate,we went back into escape and played the go-kart again.not long after,rajesh had to go.after that,they wanted to play the wet & wild ride,which i didnt want to take cause i didnt bring any extra clothes wif me..anyway i took the ride and i got damn soakin wet.my wallet got wet too.we than took the pirate ship again for around 3 times=)i think the pirate ship is my fav ride.after that we played the go-kart for one last time and we left.went to eat dinner,ate nasi padang.after that,we took 88 to hougang and i took my 161 home.reached home,took a bath and taked to rox till round 1?yea..okok gotta go now..XXHereticAnthemXX

2004-06-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

hey everyone my address is now dragmedown.blogspot.com

2004-06-02T10:42:00.000+08:00

today is such a borin day...cooped up at home,only playin with my computer....
When when ur in need of someone
My heart won't deny you
So many seem so lonely
With no one left to cry to baby

2004-05-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

today woke up late at around 10-plus....went online,sign in to MSN and talked to Rox:)while talkin we planned to go to the beach at 1.00.Anyway dressed up,no clothes so i picked a red plain shirt.put on my eyeliner,took money frm my pop and left the house for compass point to meet wil & my donna:)reached there a liitle late,thought they left without me lol.turned out that they were later than me.anyway,went for lunch at the food court.had to burrow $4 frm wilson cause my ez-link card went bankrupt.after we ate finished,couldnt decide where to go so we decided to go to the woodlands library lol.went there read some magazines:)around 1 hr later,dunno where to go again,so we all went to the sea(or river)to watch the sunset:)dunno bout them,but i really enjoyed it.we stayed there for around half an hour,bought some ice-cream and talked.after that,rox had to go so we got up & left.we walked back to the bus stop,all the while i was tryin to get the courage to somethin..anyway wilson had to buy somethin,so we went to the provision shop & after that while walkin back to the busstop again,suddenly got the courage n kissed her:)haha anyway my heart was damn nervous.after that just waited for their bus and when my sweetie wanted to hug me,i screwed it up...bleh...anyway that all for today..XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-31T10:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday woke up extra early...around 7.30 to go to church.argh went to church,had chicken wing and fishballs for breakfast.After eatin,went to serve my mass..had to do the Boat which made me nervous cause its my first time doin it. luckily didnt do any mistakes durin mass and the feelin was quite good:)After that,hanged around in church for awhile than went home.after that,I went to take the 161 to meet wil & Rox at compass point:)WOW,she was soooooo hot seriously:)we went to eat but discovered the food court was packed,so we went to KFC to have our lunch.Saw some bloody chinese-speakin gangster-wannabes.than luckily saw one very friendly KFC staff:)we than went to RoX's house to play:)watched MTV and watched Carl play Counterstrike.After awhile couldnt stand stand it anymore had to play the PS2!!went to play Lord Of The Rings.after awhile became quite borin..hands itchin to play Smackdown:)lol lucky didnt lose alot of matches:)after that had to go home:(Rox sent us to the busstop.haha touched her hair:)so nice.........XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-27T17:40:00.000+08:00

erm,today woke up and went down to the bus stop extra early as not to miss my 161 again..Suprised when carl was without rox today,asked him and he said her nose was peelin off haha.anyway school was quite fun today but quite worried about tomorrows teachers-parents meetin:(.After school went to have lunch with rajesh and roxanne at Pizza hut.After lunch,Rajesh had to rush home & took a damn taxi home.Lent him $8...Stupid freak,said that i'll not have my $8 back if i didnt kiss rox..anyway im havin his EZ-link card so he cannot try anythin funny haha..Went home with rox,started clearing some things up and chatted.Somehow find that she is like not so happy to be around me anymore..like angry or somethin haha.anyway thats all..XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone...didnt update for quite a while..lazy.Finally managed to catch my 161 bus today so that i can see (u know who):)haha anyway today school was quite boring..ahmad & rajesh both didnt come...had to sit behind with marcus so that i won't feel bored.Anyway, used his phone to message rox and rajesh:)Poor marcus,i think i used quite a lot of his free sms's haha.After school met up with wilson in the canteen than went to his house to take some money before going to meet rox for lunch at compass point mall.Half way through the meal,rajesh called rox to say that he wants to meet up..he took a taxi n met us than we went to rox's house to play PS2:)Had a fun time there..haha but still cannot believe that im so lousy in smackdown 3 that i could lose to rox and her bro,Carl:)well after that had to go home:(haha well thats all..XXSlipKNotXX

**SUNDAY**
today,woke up...went to church to serve mass at 9.00.after that went to auntie lily's office to eat some carrot cake:)so hungy...at around 12 went with peter to meet rox and carl to watch movie at junction 8.Wow,when i saw rox,she was so pretty:)haha.anyway, We watched Shrek 2.The movie was so funny haha enjoyed it:)after the movie, i went to Rox's house to play PS2 for around 1 & the half hour.So stupid..lost to Rox and Carl in SmackDown....haha.anyway i think thats about it haha:)XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Missed my usuall bus today...but at least school was batter than usual:)Almost had no lessons at all.We watched the same old cartton about the monkey god again..haha at least it was quite funny.After school went to meet carl n roxanne to watch "Troy".Wilson was there also.Actually rajesh was supposed to meet us at the cinema to catch it wif us but the movie was at 2 and he was still at home so we went in without him haha.Troy was much better than Van Helsing.half-way through the movie,i started throwin pop corns at carl n rox n they thought it came from the back:)lol.anyway,after the movie, wil n me sent carl n rox back up to their doorstep,and i screwed up about the thing i planned to do..haha anyway i had a good time:)XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Today school was better...not so much studyin n such..it was more of doin our own things in class:)well, not much happened in school today,except that rajesh came to school sad and started cryin in front of us because of some family matters and he threatened to commit suicide durin our recess but i think its just crap haha(sorry rajesh,just jokin).after school went to meet roxanne and carl at the school bus top.Shit,Gabriel n K.C saw them.now i'll never live in peace....after that we went to peninsula plaza into the instruments store to buy drum sticks and i saw one damn fuckin nice guitar there..woo can't wait to buy it:)Than we went to the IT mall to have lunch and than we went up to the 4th level to play X Box LIVE:)haha had so much fun.After playin 4 round 40 mins,we took the train back to compass point mall.Seems like roxanne wasnt in a good mood wooo....we followed her to buy some magazine and than they followed me to the bus top to wait for my bus.haha went my bus came,Rox stood up and told me somethin which made me blush big time:)too bad i didnt have the guts to do it and i had to say bye n go up the bus,haha.gotta go,bye..XXSlipKnotXX

2004-05-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

haha same old shit in school today...no idea why this month has been super hot.maths lesson was the most borin...had to copy answers n more answers,never endin...at least the lessons after recess were better:)we were allowed to listen to our own music haha.After school,met carl,roxanne and we went to rajesh house.haha entered his house n his mom started shoutin at him:)he wanted $5 to eat but his mom only wanted to give him $2..haha.Than we all went to macdonalds to eat.Super funny.Started laughin.all of us.laughed like mad.anyway
we went back into rajesh's condominium and started talkin.And from than on it would have to be a secret:)

2004-05-17T18:40:00.000+08:00

Today school was like shit..so fuckin hot and than i had to take off my shirt in class so that the heat don't get to me..And that stupid rajesh still owes me my lord of the rings game.Well,after school went to eat lunch with wilson and roxanne at KFC and than we went to the library.I dun know but suddenly i got angry at the library and didnt feel like talkin.haha maybe its pms but i cannot blame that cause im not a girl.well thats all for today gotta go...

2004-05-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

erm did not update my blog for quite awhile today i went to church..attended mass.Yea after that i went to eat breakfast with my friends:)the best thing was that it was free.haha.anyway after that,we played soccer for like around 4 hours?untill around 4oclock.haha,than i started like bein crazy again n started to ride a tiny bike around church.and i mean tiny.oh and i saw a damn cute girl..oh but she'll nvr be mine:)well im lookin forward to tml cause my exams are over n school's gonna be great!

2004-05-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

Today was my POA paper & i think im gonna fail it.Most of the questions were difficult & i had a hard time doin it...and in the middle of the exam the people sittin with me at the back started to play with this C watch that made all the funny noises,haha.We couldnt stop laughin untill the teacher cam eto investigate.After the paper, i went to rajesh's house & we swimmed in his swimmin pool.Than he started callin this roxanne holmbery tellin her that i like her & all that stuff....gotta go update next time

2004-05-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

I had my maths n social studies paper yesterday.wow,maths was difficult.I will fail,trust me.After school,I went to macdonalds with my friend to meet Rox n her bro.At first we were quite uneasy and quiet than after a while we started chattin abit n there was this mad guy who talked to us.After that,we couldnt decide where to go for around 15 mins.In the end,we went to rox's house over there to play soccer.It was really fun. I'm gonna update my blog next time

2004-04-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl,today i took my eng exams and the first time i found myself worryin if i would pass....:( (It was damn difficult)

2004-04-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone my name is jude.I'm 15 this year and im into rock and black metal music.I hate studyin not that i'm the only one:)I love soccer and play it at every chance that i get.Besides this,i'm a stupid kid who only knows how to play everyday.